gundhamster: (All before me despair)
Gundham Tanaka ([personal profile] gundhamster) wrote in [community profile] avalononline2021-08-08 11:23 am

[Video]

[When Gundham starts the video, one thing is certain. While his outfit is similar to what he normally wears it's definitely... different. Several vines wrapped around his arms like snakes and his overall demeanor is more... determined.]

I have been here for some time now. Almost a year by my count. During that time I've had time to think. Too much time. But, I've come to a conclusion. Everyone that is brought here seems to have some talent or aptitude that furthers this place's goal, some history that makes them a candidate for being here. My talent is not one that is generally suited to the tasks laid out before us, though my history is.

A friend once told me that the future is not a river flowing immutably in one direction, but more like the ocean. You can try to go anywhere, though it doesn't mean you'll always reach your destination. However, the friends that I've made and comrades I vowed to survive with have had that future taken from them and so, I've made a decision.

I will not cling to hope blindly, nor will I let despair dictate my life anymore. I will take hold of my own future, embrace my path, and become the villain this place needs, for the sake of those left behind.

[That last remark is said with a slightly different cadence. He's choosing his words very carefully as if to get the attention of someone.]

And Mukuro, we need to talk.

[With that, he ends the feed.]
mayoninofukucho: (I didn't want to hear that.)

[personal profile] mayoninofukucho 2021-08-24 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[This is one hell of an update for Hijikata, and there's a long moment of silence. Poor Gundham, having to deal with a man who's gone for over half a year without realising that the girl he befriended isn't who she pretends to be...]

...

They're twins? Mukuro took Junko's role?

[On Junko's orders, too... wait. That anon using the knife emote... holy crap. He'd love to dismiss everything Gundham is saying based on his self-declared villain identity, but it's all coming together. Still, he's reeling from these revelations.]

Just to make sure I got this straight: the Ultimate Despair was Junko all along? Was her whole Ultimate Fashionista thing a ruse, then? Or..?
mayoninofukucho: (Pensive)

[personal profile] mayoninofukucho 2021-08-28 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[This is so much, he actually needs to sit down (luckily he's in his hotel room, so that's no problem). His voice softens a little, if nothing else - Gundham is being generous in sharing this information with him, all the more since it's clearly impacting his mood too, and even if it's overwhelming he wants to keep talking to him.]

But... why? You guys did absolutely horrible things, and for what?

[There's no way they're all just super sadists or something! Certainly not Junko-- no, Mukuro. Mukuro... damn, no wonder she freaked out every time he lambasted the Mukuro he assumed to be her murderer.]