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[beaumains]

[ She's really not fond of making posts where it's obvious she's been dealing with injuries. She's kind of sick of the feeling of burdens that come with it. But this is something she has to do, regardless, sighing as she sets up the camera, itching a bit near the bandage over her head. ]

Hello. Sir Gareth of Orkney here, again... [ Not much energy in that greeting, huh? ]

So... The truth of the matter is, much as I've tried, I don't actually... remember anything from after Rubion cursed me, but...

I know... I lost control... and while I know not what I did in that rage, I know it was all I felt. The sort of anger that feels like Inferno in your chest.

[ She takes a moment, sucking in a breath, before making eye contact with the camera, and then... bowing. ]

To anyone I might have hurt... I apologize, from the bottom of my heart. I can hardly still call myself a knight, knowing what I have done, but... I can't let that shame keep me from making amends, either.

[ She rights herself, nodding. ]

If you've any request of me, I shall see it done. Just say the word.

Comments

[localdeliveryboy]

And you studied under a Lancelot, aye? What kinds of things did he teach you? Other than how to fight and such? Like what do you mean by gentle ways?

[ She did mention her teacher was a charmer so "gentle" has many connotations if one were to think about it. ]

[beaumains]

Well, it's usually things like social manners, propriety and the like.

[localdeliveryboy]

Really?

[ Now something clicks in his head. ]

Do knights also have to do all those things the upper class do? Oh, bloody hell what was it called?...Balls was it?

[beaumains]

All sorts of social events, really. Though since most of us Knights come from the noble class, it wasn't as if I had any way of escaping that sort of thing, either.

[ A sigh. ]

But I much prefer attending as a knight than as princess.

[localdeliveryboy]

[ He somehow got a feeling that she was the type to not like dressing up. ]

So knights do those things too. It sounds like attendance sounds like more of a chore than anything else. Sounds like you and yours have it rough.