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[beaumains]

[ She's really not fond of making posts where it's obvious she's been dealing with injuries. She's kind of sick of the feeling of burdens that come with it. But this is something she has to do, regardless, sighing as she sets up the camera, itching a bit near the bandage over her head. ]

Hello. Sir Gareth of Orkney here, again... [ Not much energy in that greeting, huh? ]

So... The truth of the matter is, much as I've tried, I don't actually... remember anything from after Rubion cursed me, but...

I know... I lost control... and while I know not what I did in that rage, I know it was all I felt. The sort of anger that feels like Inferno in your chest.

[ She takes a moment, sucking in a breath, before making eye contact with the camera, and then... bowing. ]

To anyone I might have hurt... I apologize, from the bottom of my heart. I can hardly still call myself a knight, knowing what I have done, but... I can't let that shame keep me from making amends, either.

[ She rights herself, nodding. ]

If you've any request of me, I shall see it done. Just say the word.

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[sos_pilot]

Which means I can't let you get too down on yourself, right?

[beaumains]

I doubt you ever would.

[ She knew Della well enough at this point. ]

But I also try not to weigh on other's hearts too heavily.

[ Which brought them back to the original point... ]

... This is a matter of knights and chivalry. I'm... fine. Mostly. But I still need to take responsibility for what I did.

[sos_pilot]

Hey, can't blame a gal for trying.

[ A little one shoulder shrug. ]

But would my teach' object me to getting her some hand-made baked goods anyway?

[beaumains]

Well... I suppose I still have a responsibility to measure your progress.

[ So. Yes. ]

[sos_pilot]

[ yay :3 ]

Any preference, or should I surprise you?

[beaumains]

The best sort of surprises are sweet ones!

[sos_pilot]

You got it, teach! One surprise, coming up hot and fresh!

[ Sweet = Sugar in della's mind, so Della will later drop off a batch of sugar cookies! And they're not burnt clumps of charcoal, so, progress!!! ]