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[Well that's no good...]

Did a nightmare wake you?

Not really. More like I don't want to go back to sleep.

[What's waiting in sleep now?]

Did you see something, sleeping?
I see a lot of things, sometimes. But that's why I'd wanna know.

Just a dream...or I guess, it's more like a memory.
Been kinda constant, and I just want to move on.

...what do you see?

[Blue.]

I see blue.

It feels like burning sometimes. Japan's a warzone right now, though all of that's stalled for the moment.
But I was injured in all that fighting before.
I guess I'd blacked out at some point...

[Shaking film again; his memory's flickering a little.]

It's like the past seems to follow here.
You've probably had the same thoughts, I'd guess. Like it's all a bad dream still.

It's orange for me.

[The orange of Sky flames, his and Byakuran's and Uni's.

Tsuna has question but he's a little reluctant to ask. Perhaps another time. But he gets that, considering what he just fought through. He'll probably never look at the mountains around Namimori the same way again.]

Yeah. It feels like that.
Not quite a nightmare, but still not good.
And I can't really let that past go.
I guess I feel stuck.

[The past never dies. All he hears; all he's dreaming, still. The colors haunt him here too, now.

He's empathetic.]

You're seeing color there too?

I just wish it were only dreams. I haven't really settled a thing yet, and all that fighting's still waiting.
There's just something I'll need to do, first.
I think your friend's helped me realize that. I need to find my "dying will" here; and then maybe I'll put an end to this. All this dreaming about it.

I won't ask you to share what orange means, but you're not on your own here.
I don't mind this sort of thing, either... Talking it out.

I'm glad you mentioned this, really.

[In a way.]

It was getting to the point where I knew I couldn't figure it out on my own. And I know enough now that I need to ask for help.

And being able to say something has helped.
Even if it's complicated.
I'm sorry that yours isn't something you'll be able to settle here.

I don't know how much Gokudera-kun has told you, but orange is the colour of my dying will.

[It's terribly familiar.]

In that case, I'm glad you got it out of you.
It's like an old wound, sort of; like it didn't quite heal enough. I guess I'd know that by now.

Is it always this bad for you?
I won't say I could help much, but I'll still do what I can here.

[But about that,]

He hasn't told me too much, really. We only talked about our flames before.
He said to focus on my "will" next, but there's a lot I don't understand just yet.

[He'll muddle through anyways.]

Is that connected to your dreams somehow?

No. This is recent.
I. I think I went back home for a bit.
So, these are still kind of new memories.

It's hard to get your head around it sometimes.
I had to learn a lot through experience.

But yeah, it is.
IN my world, we're not the only ones who can use Dying Will flames.
I was fighting against another Sky Flame user.

[H- hold on there!]

You mean your world's called you back?
So it hasn't been that long, then?

[Please wait for him... He's processing.]

I don't think I've heard of Sky Flames, though. Gokudera's mentioned different types, so I'd just tried to imagine that. Like having more than one Quirk before.

[But still!] Does this mean you fought a rival?
I've heard of rivals in the sumo club, like you were enemies or something.

It just all sounds pretty serious now, if you're dreaming about it.

[This is worry. He's had too many questions.]

Were you injured at all?

[Oh, right, The Sumo Team lie.]

Yeah, I think it was last month?
It was really disorienting for a while.

[So much in so little time]

Yeah, there's different types of Dying Will Flames.
Some of it is a little complicated and kinda goes over my head haha...

But yeah, it was a very fierce rival. And a very important win.

Nothing major, but he hit hard.

[He's gullible often. More than often.]

You're pretty amazing, Tsuna. You're not their leader for nothing.

[The club's he means.]

I'm honestly glad you came back, though...
I wasn't ready to say goodbye just yet.

[Was that selfish of him?]

I'll bet you could probably take on anyone. I'd just like to understand it more.
If I'm thinking about it, it's like I really don't know you, either.

I'd like to try a little harder now.

Edited 2022-03-02 10:41 (UTC)

[He'll probably deny that he's not until he can't, but he is.]

I'm actually kind of glad I came back to.
I can help out here more, now that I know my friends are safe back home.

[He's touched, admittedly. He's glad for the friends he's made here.]

I don't know if I'm that tough. I don't really like fighting.
But I'd like that, Shoto-kun. I'd like to get to know you better to.

[He truly believes it.]

Really, that seems like a weight off.
I'm just glad it's worked out for you.

But it's not about wanting to. You don't need to like fighting.
It's just something you've had to do, right?

[He's not a bit different.]

That doesn't mean you're not strong.
It probably takes a lot more if you hate it.

But at least I can back you up here.

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Yeah. It's sort of like, if I don't, the people I care about could get hurt.

And I don't want that to happen.
But I'd rather just be able to hang out with everyone.

And I can do the same for you.
But I hope that we can hang out to.

[Was his sumo this serious?]

Ah. [Scary.] That's just part of being a Hero, putting those fears aside.
I think you did the right thing, Tsuna.

[But, ah—]

I'd never thought about hanging around that much.
Back home, I mean.
I'm not even sure I'd have had the time before, since I was training most days.

[Partial truth here; he wasn't allowed time for wants, much—the friendships. Too much is still-new to him.]

What do you do for fun, normally?
I wouldn't mind tagging along next time.

You've done a lot for me here.

I don't know if I'm much of a hero, but thank you Shoto-kun
I think I needed to hear that.

:) I'd be glad to have you come
If you don't mind some of my friends along as well

[He's rarely seen without Gokudera after all.]

But usually I like to watch movies, or go for walks.
I've been thinking about trying kareoke? I'm not much of a singer though

[It's the truth.]

I'll try to remind you, sometimes.

[Is that a face? Have a cat, Tsuna!]

=^.ᆺ.^=
I'd be glad to meet your friends, though.
Are they all like Gokudera?

[Yes, hoping.]

What kinds of movies? I've never watched with someone else before.
And I can't promise I can sing much, but I'll go if you'd like to.

[There's definitely a bit of surprise on Tsuna's end. Shoto usually seems so serious, that he wouldn't expect something like that.]

Thank you, Shoto-kun.

Ahaha, not all of them. But when we get together, it can be a bit chaotic.
But they're all good people.
I'm really glad I have them in my life.

[Perhaps their loyalty to Tsuna is the thing they have most in common.]

Really? It's always fun to watch with more people.
Usually I like action movies, or ones with giant robots.
But I'm open to anything.
If I can get a group together, I'll let you know.

[Mirroring, in this case. Whether or not it's with interests—his going along with things. To be with others, less lonesome. He doesn't think twice of this.]

Chaotic?

Maybe they're just excitable.
If that's the case, I'd say they're probably feeling at ease, then, being as close with you.

Everyone always surrounds their favorites.

[Lively, always.]

But I appreciate that, Tsuna.
You're always welcome over too if you like. I'll save you a shortcake.

I've got deliveries now, lately, dropping some flowers off, if you wanted to come along sometimes.
I'm just out until sensei needs me.

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[Shoto wouldn't be wrong, if Tsuna's being honest. It's still hard to believe sometimes though, since not too long ago, he was considered a loser.]

I don't think you'd be wrong there.

I'll remember that
And sure! I'd like that

If you're going now, I could come along?
I don't think I'm going to get back to sleep

[He couldn't think higher of him.]

You'd come out with me this early?
It'll be more than one stop, though...
If you're fine with that.

I'm using a bike now, and horses aren't gentle enough for flowers.

But I can pick you up.

We'd be out a few hours, so I won't blame you if you fall asleep.
There's a big cart if you can't hold on for long.

[Soba-powered rickshaw...]

You could nap with the flowers.

I don't think I'm going to be getting back to sleep, so yeah, I'm fine with it.

I'm sure we'll be able to make it work :)
And maybe being out in the morning air will help.

Thanks, Shoto-kun!

[Well, in that case:]

I'll be leaving soon, then.

Where do you stay exactly?

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Let me know if you'd like to handwave, or thread it out here/elsewhere!

I am good with either; we can keep going if you want or I can set up a log?

Oh, I'm fine here, just wanted to check first! [action]

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