text; un: fireprince

[rediscovering]

1. what do you know about job interviews?
i didnt know you have to interview to get jobs. even if it's just at a restaurant!! regardless of whether the job itself involves talking to people at all!!? stupid

[ Guess who's been bombing interviews as a part-time busboy all over town. And who's only bothering to ask about proper employment beyond random quests, um, now, after several months of just getting by...? He must be getting tired of stealing hotchips from the cornerstore. ]

2. what do you know about going to school as a full-time student here?
i heard you can make a living like this
insight about going to school in other worlds could be useful too. i was homeschooled....

[ But at least he's thinking in terms of solutions. ]

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[rediscovering]

dont even say it
you'll tempt fate......

[whatsamada]

But I already did.

Is it too late?

[rediscovering]

i just dont want him here
it'd ruin everything :|
i don't even know if i'd want my mom here..
it's not impossible they could show up but...... it'd confuse us all too much.
it's confusing enough having my sister and uncle here together
they don't get along either
i just really don't need a full family reunion in a random parallel reality

[whatsamada]

That's a good point.

I'm not even sure if I want my mom here either if she does show up. It would be awkward and dealing with the issue of death.

...And having her to confront her killer too.

[rediscovering]

"confront her killer??"

[whatsamada]

...

It's complicated.

[rediscovering]

understood.

[ The last person to pry. Those are the magic words in his book. ]

[whatsamada]

Thank you.

Let's just say that if my mom was ever here, there would be a lot of difficult feelings to handle. For better and for worse.

[rediscovering]

i understand
i imagine my sister and i would both be conflicted if our mom showed up
if our dad showed up.... it'd suck for me, but my sister would probably be thrilled, i don't know.
it'd be bad news for the rest of us, though. this whole world.

[whatsamada]

What do you mean by that?

He can't be that bad where he would threaten everyone here, right?

[rediscovering]

he'd want to seize power somehow i imagine
he's a cut-throat kind of person
who knows how he'd react to being spirited away here
but probably a lot worse than me or my sister or my uncle have
definitely a lot less friendly..

[whatsamada]

Suddenly, that makes me wonder what kind of father he is. He is reminding me a little of someone I used to know.

Let's just say that he was kind of power hungry too and hurt a lot of people.

[rediscovering]

sounds about right
there’s no need to wonder about what kind of father he is though
my father is a cruel person
and a bad father
and it took me until i was almost seventeen to realize that truly

[whatsamada]

But you are going to be okay?

I don't have a father but I can't imagine how difficult it must be to know that someone you looked up to turns out to be terrible.

[rediscovering]

im fine

[ That's very convincing. ]

i don't need his approval anymore
i know my own worth on my own now
with my uncle's help
and my friends'

[ Okay, perhaps more solid. ]

[whatsamada]

That's good because it's really not worth seeking out approval from others when they're never happy with you.

Let's just say it really does make you miserable.

cool if we end this thread here since we have another?? purging my inbox cuz zuko's 2 PoPuLaR lol

[rediscovering]

[ Wow, kid, just smack him in the feels, that's fine, whatever... ]

yeah...... it really does.