leitstern: (Homesick)
Jasper ([personal profile] leitstern) wrote in [community profile] avalononline2021-02-12 05:35 am

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Travel is good for the soul, I hear.

But why?

When I was only twelve I was bestowed by the good grace of my sire an education in a delightful city thousands of miles from home. Dare I have a pleasant outing, you ask? The majesty of the finest library in the world seldom shielded me from the opposite of being in heaven; nursing frostbitten fingers and sleeping alone in the dark.

No, travel is the most dreadful punishment. For the fiercest soul is made to pine for the comforts of home. Where one is free to laugh and stroll amongst friends.

… I miss mine dearly.

Forgive me for occupying your valuable time with my musing but I must ask:

Do any of you pine for your world left behind? Is home something you miss?


[Do you feel homesick, Avalon?]
gundhamster: (Not that a mere mortal would understand)

[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-02-24 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
My world's situation was... unique.

[He pauses some trying to decide how to broach the subject without giving away too much.]

Despair in my world spread like a cult. Those within its grasp saw no reason to keep living and saw what they were doing as a service as they killed indiscriminately. They lived only to relieve others of the "suffering" of life.
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[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-02-24 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I say this with no sense of irony, humor, or hyperbole.

No. They could not.
gundhamster: (Not that a mere mortal would understand)

[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-02-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed. It was the greatest tragedy in the history of our world. Entire nations vanished overnight because of it.

The world is in the process of rebuilding, but as it stands we don't really have an idea of the full impact it's had on the world, just because there are so many dead that normal avenues of information and communication are silent as well.
gundhamster: (Not that a mere mortal would understand)

[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-02-27 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
It is. Though what help I would be in that effort remains... unwanted.
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[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-02-27 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I do not. Such things are not pleasant to speak of, but let us leave it at that the situation of my fellows and I is unique even among the survivors of our broken world.
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[personal profile] gundhamster 2021-03-01 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
While the specifics of my situation is difficult to talk about, I have committed myself to preventing such tragedies from occurring a second time, in whatever form that may take.

I am happy to share.