Jun. 9th, 2022

queenofkur: (dab 050)
[personal profile] queenofkur
Greetings.

I am writing this message and posting it on AOL in search of assistance. ●︿●

In my homeworld, I was a powerful and useful being. The role I fulfilled was essential and unique. I was not well-liked and was akin to what you humans would call an outcast. Yet, I took pride in knowing I always worked hard and accomplished my duties to the best of my abilities. None could do what I did. It was enough for me to feel content with my existence. (´。• ω •。`)

Initially, I thought of my stay in this world as a dream come true. But it has become evident none of my skills are of any use. What I excelled at has no meaning here. Worse, attempts at working hard in other domains have fared poorly thus far. My lack of expertise in ways that are considered "common" here is proving to be a detriment. Rather than do good, my hard work is a nuisance. Innocents invariably end up getting in trouble because of me. (ㄒoㄒ)

In what many may call an ironic twist, I am more well-liked and accepted in this world than in my own. But rather than being filled with joy, I feel unable to accept such kindness. Not when I am not contributing as I should, not when loved ones suffer because of me. (。•́︿•̀。)

Thus I would ask for advice and help in surmounting this challenge. I do not intend to give up. But I am at a loss as to what I should do, and I refuse to be any more of a bother to those who have already suffered because of my failings. (>д<)

Thank you for having taken the time to read this message.
pricklybloom: (pic#15196402)
[personal profile] pricklybloom
Hey guys, Amy Rose here! [ Those that know the hedgehog girl probably won't be surprised by the cheerful smile she's wearing. But a closer look would show that it doesn't quite reach her eyes, which are looking a little red. ]

I know I haven't exactly been around all that much anyway, but I'm thinking of taking a few days off. Nothing to worry about, no big deal, but I just need to take some time for myself, maybe clear my head a bit.

[ Her expression wavers, just a bit, but she covers it quickly. ]

If you need me, I'll still be around and you can give me a call. But otherwise, I'll catch people later!