Xue Yang 薛洋 (
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[Text; UN: DemonsandSugar]
What's the worst thing that has ever happened to you?
[Please, go into detail. Hearing about the misery of others is a bonding experience for him.]
How did you handle it? Did you get revenge? Could you get revenge?
[Please, go into detail. Hearing about the misery of others is a bonding experience for him.]
How did you handle it? Did you get revenge? Could you get revenge?
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It sounds as if you have had your share of revenge. Will you tell me of it?
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I slaughtered an entire sect for what their leader did to me. I was only a kid when it happened. He was a monster and he deserved what he got.
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[And yet, what had this one said earlier? Such acts don't matter here? He tries to keep that in mind.]
Why slaughter the entire sect?
[Perhaps there's something justifying this, like that they were just as bad as the leader. Maybe. Hopefully.]
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[He already knows his deeds are considered atrocious, but it's hard to care when he has been carrying his pain for so long.]
Why not?
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[Unfortunately, that logic strikes a chord with him and how he deals with his old friend.]
Did revenge give you whatever it was you wanted?
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I don't know.
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[He had read different tales about revenge when he was much younger and devouring storybooks. They did not have the happy endings he liked as a child.]
Regardless, thank you for sharing.
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[If he had to explain what he feels after his revenge, well, he's empty. He might be kind of sad too. But he has always been that way to some degree. When he is with Xiao Xingchen, those feelings fade.]
Nothing is fair.
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[Did all of what happened to Heliodor really fall under revenge? He isn't sure. But the feelings he gets reading these replies remind him of trying to figure out Jasper.]
We decide how we deal with unfairness.
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[Maybe both. He's a handful, but he's worth it!
To someone. Somewhere.]Right. I use my Jiangzai.
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[Well. Hopefully. His mind unfortunately steers towards the thought of this person being a restless killer.]
Jiangzai? A weapon?
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[For...him. Not for them.]
My disaster. It's my sword!
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Nice? I do not know what would be nice about it.
[A sword with a name. Interesting. There must be something notable about it.]
Why call it a disaster?
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Is it me you don't like?
[Most of the swords cultivators own have names.]
It's an extension of me and that's what I'm good at causing. Disasters.