cultivatingsin: (Keep your hand in mine)
Xue Yang 薛洋 ([personal profile] cultivatingsin) wrote in [community profile] avalononline2021-10-08 10:17 am

[Text; UN: DemonsandSugar]

What's the worst thing that has ever happened to you?

[Please, go into detail. Hearing about the misery of others is a bonding experience for him.]

How did you handle it? Did you get revenge? Could you get revenge?
garyoutensei: (we press on through depths unknown)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-09 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
All you're accomplishing is making yourself sound like a creep.
garyoutensei: (who needs you)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-09 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think normal people make friends by asking them about their dark pasts.

[ She really needed a drink. There's sounds of her fishing around for her sake jug. ]
garyoutensei: (get off that cheap wine)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-10 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm the generous type, I guess.

So before I answer anything, I want an honest answer as to why you wanna know any of this.
garyoutensei: (hatred is a river which sweeps away the)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-11 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That, at least, seemed more earnest. Easier to stomach.

She finds her jug, the sound of it uncorking with a hollow popping sound, before the swishing of liquid and a small clearing of her throat. ]


Before I was even born, the home of my people had been completely wiped out at the beginning of the war... so I was living in a refugee colony, like all the other Japanese were, when those things attacked...
garyoutensei: (no glamour no glory)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-12 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I learned to use one after there was an attack on my colony.

[ There's... a long pause here. Absolute silence. Not the sound of her drinking, barely the sound of her breathing. ]

They took everything.
garyoutensei: (watching myself lose)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-12 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A small huff. ]

Neither That Man, nor any of those monsters called Gears, are present in this world, near as I can tell, but even if they were, I'd refuse.

This is my path. I walk it alone.
garyoutensei: (sit before you upon a throne of scars)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-12 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Tch. Spare me that kind of talk, I've heard it all before.

I'm a half-dead wraith. I'm beyond caring what's "good" for me.
garyoutensei: (oooh she's a killer machine)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-12 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Another pause, this time the sound of her throwing back some of her drink is heard. ]

Whatever was left of that girl that survived the attack can hardly be called a fully alive human being.
garyoutensei: (hatred is a river which sweeps away the)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-23 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't care about any of that. All I care about is killing That Man.

[ Literal or figurative, there was no mistaking the tone of how she said that... It certainly had the earnestness of someone with nothing left to lose, and a sincere belief that she had nothing left to gain. As "dead" as an allegedly "living" person could get, one supposed. ]
garyoutensei: (words that we couldn't say)

[personal profile] garyoutensei 2021-10-26 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
He's not here.

[ Which was basically her primary reason for supporting their collective goal. She had work to get back to. ]