Do not think it didn't cross my mind, and I may still should the need arise.

[Gundham really didn't like blackmail and it shows. For all his bravado, he's not a very good actor.]

Unlike you or Pekoyama, my talent did not lend to combat. As such, even when I was not myself, I rarely if ever engaged enemies directly. However, in this place that is not exactly an option I can fall back on, even should I want to. I do not relish such situations, but I see little choice.