Ken "I'm Not a Grown Up Yet" Amada (
whatsamada) wrote in
avalononline2021-06-02 11:07 am
Entry tags:
- alice in wonderland: alice liddell,
- attack on titan: jean kirstein,
- avatar: the last airbender: zuko,
- fate/go: oda kipposhi,
- final fantasy xv: prompto argentum,
- genshin impact: bennett,
- harry potter: harry potter,
- katekyou hitman reborn: tsunayoshi sawad,
- little fires everywhere: izzy richardson,
- original: stella roselaid,
- paradise kiss: miwako sakurada,
- persona 3: shinjiro aragaki,
- persona 4 arena ultimax: ken amada,
- persona 5 royal: akira kurusu,
- resident evil: sherry birkin,
- senran kagura: homura,
- suisei no gargantia: ledo,
- tales of symphonia: colette brunel,
- yu-gi-oh! arc-v: yuzu hiiragi
Voice; un: koromaru
[Here, people will hear Ken giving a mumble or two before speaking up.]
Maybe I’m overthinking this but what are you suppose to do for your 14th birthday here? I know I’m no longer a kid but it’s strange to know that I’m not even an adult either.
I think there’s something I need to fulfill but I’m not even sure what it is at that age.
[He said before giving a sigh]
Tell me, how do you handle being a kid but realizing you’re getting older?
Maybe I’m overthinking this but what are you suppose to do for your 14th birthday here? I know I’m no longer a kid but it’s strange to know that I’m not even an adult either.
I think there’s something I need to fulfill but I’m not even sure what it is at that age.
[He said before giving a sigh]
Tell me, how do you handle being a kid but realizing you’re getting older?

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But yeah, just go have fun and be a teen. There’s still a lot of growing to do and things to learn. I didn’t really think about the getting older part, aside from like... just wanting to be an adult eventually, I guess? I was already doing a lot of stuff on my own because my parents weren’t home a lot.
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And you're the same too? I had to do a lot of stuff on my own when I was younger. It's still weird people are telling me to act my age when I was trying to act older before.
voice; un: nyakira
[ This is vital information. He just hopes it's not today. Throwing an impromptu party would be doable, but more time for planning is also good. ]
Isn't it a little too early to be going through a mid-life crisis? What are you going to do in your 40s? [ He chuckles. ] You asked a tough question, actually. It's going to be an awkward period, but you're already really mature. Remember that you'll be always an inexperienced kid to some people.
Voice; un: Koromaru
[Which he wasn't sure if it's a good thing or not that he is starting to get older. It was what he always wanted and yet? He couldn't help but mumble once more.]
I know that there are people who would always think that way about me. Even when I get older, there would always be people who will underestimate me but it's strange to think I'm not going to be a kid pretty soon.
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voice; un: ensignledo
Nevertheless, it is always prudent to focus on self-improvement and eliminate anything unneeded. If you have no duty nor mission at present, the next most efficient use of time is to prepare for the future when you inevitably will.
Voice; un: Koromaru
[Well. Now that he put it that way, that is a little depressing to think about.]
Or maybe a better question is how would you focus on self improvement when you don't know what to improve on?
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voice: un: capn_benny
[His birthdays weren't much, but they're still special to him.]
What's so special about turning 14? It didn't seem like a big deal to me.
voice: un: koromaru
[Despite Bennett's 'bad luck', at least he still had friends who wanted to be around him!]
And it's not really a big deal. It's just how I'm not really a kid anymore? I'm officially a teenager?
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voice
[ Wow! Yuzu's 15th birthday was just last month, whaddya know? ]
Hm... I didn't really think about it that much when I turned 14. I don't think there's anything you should feel obligated to fulfill at 14...
[ She certainly didn't... unless you count how hard she worked at becoming a Pro Action Duelist, but that was just... in general, you know? ]
We're still young, and technically still kids anyway.
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[Said the 14 year old.]
But you think so? I know at 14, I'm not really a child anymore so I'm not even sure what I'm suppose to do. Especially when I spent so long trying to be an adult.
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video; un: jean
But to answer the last question, I guess I never had the luxury to think about it like that. Starting army when you're a kid kind of takes the normalcy away.
Video; un: Koromaru
What happened in your world that required you to join an army that young?
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Voice; un: Koromaru
He's not here anymore, he went back to his world.
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text | un: Helios
Not like any of us back home had a normal baseline for this shit. Maybe Junpei or Fuuka, but that's it. You wouldn't be an adult for another six years anyway. Have a party or something. Hang out with your friends. Do something other than try to save the world for a day, maybe.
text | un: koromaru
But you are definitely right that most of us don't have a good idea of normal life is. I've been trying that here and I'm still struggling. It feels weird knowing that I can relax here even after 6 months.
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text; un: maou
also gettin into lots of fights. and winning them! mostly hanging out with some gangs around town, which everyone hated because i was part of the oda clan, but the castle was too damn stuffy u kno?
Text; un: Koromaru
Arquebus? Nohime?
What kind of world did you come from where you have clans and fight to win?
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I try not to think about it too much.
But for your birthday, doing something fun with your friends? Like, a trip to the movies or something like that?
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[He said with a sigh. Maybe he was thinking too much about this.]
What are some good movies to watch that aren't cartoons? Or something adults would watch right now?
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Voice; un: colette
[Then again. Colette's been rather sheltered. She doesn't have the best examples of a normal upbringing.....so maybe this is kind of going over her head or simply a little confusing when he says that about having something he wants to do? Needs to do?]
Voice; un: Koromaru
[Because it meant that she was almost there to be an adult! Although, now he really needed to think about what to get her.]
But anyway, it's more that I have to do something to make people know that I'm no longer a kid? What are you suppose to do make you seem more mature at 14?
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text - un:IZZYGRRRL83
text - un: koromaru
Thanks. I've been drinking enough coffee to give myself a river.
[Because he doesn't want to force himself to drink something so bitter again.]
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text; un: fireprince
thats why it's hard for you to make sense of it now
i'm almost seventeen and i still feel the same way
so now, do whatever you want here
i think that's what it's all about
being a normal teenager i mean
just do random shit just to try it and keep doing what you like
oh and make friends your age too
[ The crucial part. ]
Text; un: Koromaru
It's a little difficult being a normal teenager when everything around you makes you want to fight or do a bunch of stuff that isn't normal teenager things.
Or at least, when I do those things, it sure feels like I'm not suppose to be doing it. If that makes sense.
And how most of my friends are much older than me too.
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video; un: pinkparfait
Fuck them.She's looking especially girlish today with pastel pink hair done up in cotton-candy-like puffs of curls, pigtails styled neatly in two big fluffy buns, wearing a pastel blue jumperskirt over a cutsew with princess sleeves, such a pale pink it's practically white. The only thing that makes her look a lot less childish are the smattering of piercings in her ears, some simple pearl earrings beside the Happy Berry studs in her lobes and silver cuffs on her cartilage. She wears soft makeup with petal pink lipstick and pearlescent highlighter, a tiny sparkly silver crescent moon sticker stuck to her cheekbone beneath her eye like a beauty mark. And a warm, wistful smile... ]Don't overthink it. You're as old or young as you wanna be. And that's true forever, all through life! So even if you're 14 now, you're still 13, and 10, and 8, and all the other ages you've been, all little you's inside yourself, like Russian nesting dolls~ Altogether, that person is always changing — but always the same, too. Just enjoy what you enjoy now and that's enough~
Video; un: Koromaru
Regardless, he gave a small sigh.]
You really think so? Sometimes it feels like time is moving a little slow for me even though I know I should enjoy it. It's difficult knowing that I should enjoy my time as a kid but it's strange when I know I will be getting older too.
[Pause] If that makes any sense?
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Video; un: Koromaru
I know! It's more of me thinking how I'm getting older and I don't know what to do?
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voice; un: hpotter
Is there a gift that you would like to receive on your birthday?
Voice; un: Koromaru
[But then, there was a pause on his end.]
But you don't have to give me anything! I'm just happy with people saying happy birthday to me.
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text: un: XxXSherryXxX
I think you should do whatever you want to do.
[She knew she was echoing what other people had said, but that didn't mean it wasn't worth saying, plus...]
What do you want for your birthday?
text: un: koromaru
Which is the problem as I'm not even sure what to do. What can I do that haven't done here?
[And on that note?]
But you don't have to get me anything, I'm okay with people saying Happy Birthday to me.
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Ten thousand years late...
How dare you.
I am literally the worst.
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un: prismpink | text
un: koromaru | text
[Should he be worried?]
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voice; un: 0123
...But wow, I didn't realise so many people thought 14 still counts as a full-blown kid. We're old enough to work and all.
Voice; un: Koromaru
[And somewhere, in the back of Ken's mind, he wasn't sure if he should be feeling envious or not.]
But I guess 14 year olds are seen as adults in your world?
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