The Church was not privy to the true intentions of Cruxis, no.
[Sweet, simple Lloyd. He probably couldn't tell a lie if his life depended on it. Everyone else is probably going to Hell. At least a little bit.
Kratos sighs, not quite irritated, but still kind of... bothered, in a way, that Colette was so willing to take this in stride. Not that he's surprised at all, this is just how Colette is. He knows this, but he doesn't believe that he deserves this kindness, this level of understanding from someone that he'd betrayed.
He's silent for a moment, taking time to stand up and cross the room to the window. Should he just agree that that was the reason, or should he stop fucking lying about everything?]
...That wasn't the reason. At least, it wasn't a very big part of it. The truth is, at that point in time, I no longer had the capacity to care. When I took on the task of being your escort, I was at a very low point in my life. Mithos had promised to reunite the worlds after you became Martel's vessel, and I simply wanted it all to be over. At the time, I thought that would be good enough.
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[Sweet, simple Lloyd. He probably couldn't tell a lie if his life depended on it. Everyone else is probably going to Hell. At least a little bit.
Kratos sighs, not quite irritated, but still kind of... bothered, in a way, that Colette was so willing to take this in stride. Not that he's surprised at all, this is just how Colette is. He knows this, but he doesn't believe that he deserves this kindness, this level of understanding from someone that he'd betrayed.
He's silent for a moment, taking time to stand up and cross the room to the window. Should he just agree that that was the reason, or should he stop fucking lying about everything?]
...That wasn't the reason. At least, it wasn't a very big part of it. The truth is, at that point in time, I no longer had the capacity to care. When I took on the task of being your escort, I was at a very low point in my life. Mithos had promised to reunite the worlds after you became Martel's vessel, and I simply wanted it all to be over. At the time, I thought that would be good enough.