Oᴅᴀ Kɪᴘᴘᴏ̄sʜɪ (織田吉法師) (
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avalononline2021-11-15 02:26 pm
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text; un: maou (yep, it's this again)
[ For whatever godforsaken reason, Kipposhi has decided the first thing he needs to do to announce that he's no longer on the mend is not to just, like, tell his friends he's back in top shape again, or go out into the town and flex his muscles a bit.

No, he just posts his abs to the network again, like a menace. ]
[[art by isaka]]

No, he just posts his abs to the network again, like a menace. ]
[[art by isaka]]
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but I might be able to make time in my schedule for a sparring match or two.
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which makes it kinda par for the course
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have you always been this mushy, or did I just break through your hot topic spiked collar exterior
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any word from Monika? i haven't been looking at my phone.
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was that her on your last post?
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she's been on my mind a lot. mostly just thinking about how to approach giving her the apology she deserves.
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and tbh, my first boyfriend could come back as a fricken priest doing charity work in war zones and I would still beat him half to death
forgiving people is hard :/
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but it still feels like something i should do, all the same.
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but I'm not sure an apology is really what she needs
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and i guess it's not for her since an apology isn't fully what she needs.
so i guess it might just be because it feels like the only thing i can do. and i'm just not the sort of person who can just let things lie.
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She thinks you're self-absorbed and dishonest. No matter how you try to tell her you're not asking for forgiveness, that's what it will look like to her.
In a way, it is selfish. You're not apologizing to make her feel better, because it won't. You're really only punishing yourself. That's not what she wants, and it's not what anyone else wants for you. It's what you want.
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you may be right
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kind of embarrassed
[ Steph did end up talking to Monika about this. It was very awkward, and very much a Mistake. ]
that she fell for it, but also that someone might treat it like a big deal
you know, teenaged pride and all that
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thats really what it comes to, i guess. ive had a lot of time to further think about things from her perspective, not just the reasons that lead me to be
like this, i guess.
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