[When he goes home and doesn’t remember any of it, only to wake up again a few weeks later in a different world with the scars reappearing, the haunting loss, the idea that he would need to supply a world with more energy via sex, magic, murder? He’s tired, and aged beyond his body.
Realistically, with how long he’s been gone from home, when the time hits him only mentally and the damage creeps, it’s hard to feel significant. But… he knows and hopes he meant something. If he forgot it all…
A do-over would be nice. A chance to be himself again, before he felt like he had to cut himself into small pieces and leave nothing left for himself…
He says none of this, and there is some pause to indicate him typing, even the floating ellipsis.]
Yes.
I don’t have a choice, though, so it does not matter.
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[When he goes home and doesn’t remember any of it, only to wake up again a few weeks later in a different world with the scars reappearing, the haunting loss, the idea that he would need to supply a world with more energy via sex, magic, murder? He’s tired, and aged beyond his body.
Realistically, with how long he’s been gone from home, when the time hits him only mentally and the damage creeps, it’s hard to feel significant. But… he knows and hopes he meant something. If he forgot it all…
A do-over would be nice. A chance to be himself again, before he felt like he had to cut himself into small pieces and leave nothing left for himself…
He says none of this, and there is some pause to indicate him typing, even the floating ellipsis.]
Yes.
I don’t have a choice, though, so it does not matter.