bakudan_bambino: (critical self reflection)
Gokudera Hayato | ‎獄寺 隼人 ([personal profile] bakudan_bambino) wrote in [community profile] avalononline 2022-03-09 05:43 pm (UTC)

[It’s great how the network allows for him to lie about his feelings, to just… agree in order to save himself from thinking, feelings, or saying too much. It all hurts, and the agreement is only to make this all easier to handle. He doesn’t have the strength to fight, is too beaten down by his own thoughts to object.

It doesn’t make any difference.

They likely aren’t coming back. Even if there is some possibility he could see them again, he’s never so lucky.

Never.

But the hope helps a little, reassures him that they care when he feels they’ve probably forgotten about him. There’s a few hours before he responds:]


I can’t help feeling like they will show up and not know me. Aurora would probably give me a second chance. Zuko, though… I think he’d be better off if he had never met me.

[And that hurts]

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